Birthday…

These days I feel so mix up; I mix things up. I lose my concentration over everything. I haven’t touched my term paper; I haven’t finished even one reading within this week. Sometimes it is strange to feel that, the feeling that you do not want to do anything. I will have a busy week next week when I have to finish many things in urgent.

It is now Friday 5.31pm. I feel very hungry but no feeling to eat. My birthday is coming in the next few weeks but I don’t feel it’s gonna be cheerful cuz normally it is not. Some people might feel that being given presents is enough but it is not to me. when I was young, I had no habit of expecting the birthday to come until I were in high school. My friends taught me to value this day; and for no reason I started to regard it as very improtant day of the year.

I remember having the worse birthday ever last year when my closest friends forgot my day and since then I’ve never tried to remember their day and now birthday of people among the group seems nothing and we are not very close as before since we are now all apart; Phnom Penh seems very big in this sense.

A Birthday Party? Hm, it is not what I want but I was impressed byA3.1 dudes when they made me a very informal and small meet up for me on that day. It was not surprising, but is was great for its meaning. I love it!!!

That day is always in my memory…!

What about this year? It seems unpredictable. My birthday is also the day that I will start my new school year at IFL and also that some my dear friends graduate at University of Cambodia, So?